...mEmOrieS oF mY LifE...

2007-11-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

this candid picture, really comical...we wanted to take a shot tgt in mimi's house...all 6 of us...then jie set the timer...in the end no one was ready oni shifu and i so lydia said " aiya u 2 take firz la..."but she was setting the timer...then i was lyke "if we 2 take u nid timer for wad?" den "oh ya hor"...so she said "ok den i come in oso" when we were in position and happily about to take, ricky came out with a dumbell and chel about to get into the picture, the camera snapped...haha so tis was how tis picture came about...

tis pic has all of us in it...juz all of us...hmmm not physically though...juz lets sae parts of us...haha...you guys rock! i miss those daes where we study tgt...=(

E LEARNING!!!!!

2007-10-30T11:42:00.000+08:00

argh!!! elearning is driving me nuts...haiz...yup yup i should be doin my work now but hais...really need break...a long break...haiz...help...work is so taxing!!! so so so much...so super cant manage...argh help...aniwae...yup recently manage to catch up with birthdae gang...and had fun again...haha thank mimi for invitation...n i finally got to feel how its lyke to go for jalan raya...=) but tinking of e learning it really bursts me...haiz...oso dunno if i submit submit right ting anot sia...juz worried about my concept...haiz...ok i gtg now...

yes master...u nv link me oso wad...tsk tsk tsk...

bak to work...poof*

commitments n more of it.

2007-10-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! commitments and commitments n more commitments!!! help!! so stressed...ARGH!!! so many places to commit to...

help me...haiz...aniwae...really loads n loads of stuff to commit to...i nid help...haiz nid someone to talk to someone to share everyting wth help...

haiz...救命 argh!!!!

救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!救命!

day out wth jie...

2007-10-12T13:55:00.001+08:00

haha wed i went out wth jie jie ...

lol spend sp much time tgt...laughing n suaning each other...hmmm, den we met at AMK but in the end we decided to go cineleisure...haha den we had out late lunch...due to me being late...jie had to eat late lunch...sorry jie...den we met bamboo again...she sae wan go town study den really met her...haha she was lyke eating!!! not FASTING sia...noti bamboo..ahahaha..den dere were these balls outside the long john silver...den i was to excited i wanted to take the balls...haha dey were red rubber balls... haha of different sizes...i was to determined to bring dem all home...but in the end i only got the small 1, 1 for jie n 1 for me...haha...den we also took a big one we brought these to the theatre...n watched nanny diaries...hmm kinda nice, innocent and simple story line...so yup...den we went to fetch 1 more medium ball and total there were 4 balls...lastly we went to bugis for some last min shopping, jie bought a long pants and i bought a cap for my bro...haha he lyke it...thanks jie for helping me choose...aniwae yes bamboo these are the ball stories...hahaz...

thanks jie for going out wth me...hope u had a good time out wth me b4 school starts...=)

sians

2007-10-10T09:51:00.000+08:00

boring boring...juz had my crit ytd...haiz it was quite ok la...not trashing n all...shd b no prob...juz need to work on my concept...hmmm aniwae...i chiong out my work in 1 day!!! wad the heck...so power la...hahas...lol...quite expected tat i cant do well for crit...lol...so yup now having some workshop...later goin out wth jie...den tonite go home CHIONG ARH!!!! chiong maple...haha...i chionging wth dear dear...lol see who goes faster...wahahahahaha i chiongster le...wanna 70 asap...haha...=) ok... bb

indescribable....

2007-10-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

look up into the sky....

and say...

INDESCRIBABLE!!!

thank You God...u indeed are so so gianormous...as compared to us...these teenee weeny humans, small but important in ur eyes...thank You Jesus!!

m(_ _)m ... i worship You....

BRIDGE!!!

2007-09-30T18:00:00.000+08:00

BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE!!!!

i miss BRIDGE!!!!

its kinda miserable wthout anione playing bridge wth me now...where r all the bridgers??? sobx sobx...aniwae...i really miss those bridge times wth cf-ers...when will it come again...

BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE!!!!
BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE!!!!
BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE!!!!

juggling...

2007-09-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

wah...i got alot of stuff to juggle wth sia...really quite taxing...haiz y did i wanna get involved wth so mani stuff...church involvement is already alot, now still got cf....den school work...ARGH!!! help me oh God...help...really so stressful...den oso got BE stuff...wah! im lyke super woman sia...chiong ar!!! i can do it de...haiz i guess its really up to me to manage my time properly bah...is lyke so tough....haiz...nid help but oso dunno who can help me in which area...den suddenly no more physical activities...so weird...i wanna find a physical activity but i really scared i got no time to be committed to tis activity, but i really nid a physical activity, im growing fatter n lazier...tats not good at all...haiz...i wan my physical self bak, i wanna b involved in alot alot of sports n games....but its so hard...help...haiz...maple is a game but i juz sit dere n exercise my fingers, nth else...lyke so miserable la...i nid a sport...haiz...=(....help....

hope i made the right decision...really hope yes would change mani tings...

boring

2007-09-27T10:45:00.000+08:00

haiz...its bak to the boring lifestyle...no more camps...no more holidaes...no more chalets...haiz...boring school days...got good got bad la...can catch up wth classmates n poly mates again...nice to catch up la...although still new frens...but im sure we kinda bonded la...lol den managed to see the FOT ppl again...laugh laugh joke joke...really lots of fun n fun
la...haha...cant wait for weekend to come to meet up wth brothers n sisters again...everywhere wth frens all juz so fun...haha...always anticipating to meet up and even saying hi is sufficient le...

hmmm recently juz got a new book...really hope God uses tis book to speak to me...i really thank God tat im able to voice my concerns to u...really glad tat u're willing to accept it n noe how i feel finally...i guess the talk really did smth in me....God plan bah...other wise we would continue to do tings against his will lor...=( sorry dEar sorry...

ok now we gonna go for lunch le...i go makan...poof!!!

hope i made the right decision...really hope yes would change mani tings...

cf chalet

2007-09-23T07:24:00.000+08:00

woo hoo hi guys im bak frm cf chalet n finally able to blog!!! haha yup yup is lyke 7 30 in the morning now n im blogging haha how mad...aniwae cf chalet was great man...all the fellowship n all...hahaz...we really did so so much for the sake of fellowship...haha...really gone to an extend tat others wont go...ok we cycled from pasir ris to changi village and cycle bak again after delicious dessert and nasi lemak....of cos we went to see some of those...erm wad u call bapok...haha...lol...really pretty woman man...hahas...aniwae den when we cycled bak...we went past old channgi hospital...and nope we didnt go in...we juz didnt wanna test our faith...hahaz...ok yup i tink i would freak out! aniwae den we bridge-d till aabt 430...n slept at 5AM!! haha tats basically for the firs nite...hmm den the second dae...we woke up at abt 9 plus 10...den we had delicious breakfast by amos!! haha thank u amos...lol...den we went cycling again...cycle to pasir ris park...played slides and captain ball...haha...den we went for lunch at burger king...yum yum...after tat we went bak to chalet and chilled then we went for a swim...hahas...was swimming happily till abt 5 den the bbq man is here...ooh...so we had to do bbq preperation and wait for the other cf-ers to come...haha...den slowly one by one/ pair by pair/ group by group...the cool cf-ers arrived...then we bbq-ed, fellowshipped, talked, laughed, chatted and chilled...then we gave Addison a belated birthday surprise...den had chocolate fondue lyke so super delicious...haha den marshmellow time!!! woohoo!!! i bbq-ed abt 7 marshmellow and gave it all out...every one said!!! [very good!!!] luke's reaction was the best...haha...made me so satisfied wth my bbq-ing...haha...den everyone went bak...so again left the usual group...haha...n guess wad? we went to changi village again...yay!!! to eat dessert n oso see bapok la...tis time we brought Addison along...and yup he hates bapoks...so we wanted to see wad would happen to him...haha...tis time we walked out to the bus stop and took the last bus dere...haha...den had our favourite dessert and went to walk ie: see bapok...haha tis time as it was later, there were more....haha really pretty...and busty...lyke waH!! but too bad their voice is lyke so so low...haha...disguating...yuck! -_-''" aniwae....den we WALKED bak frm changi village to pasir ris...haha is lyke 12 click!!! haha....so far far!!! waH n we made it...wth singing and crapping...we finally made it...haha....it really was good exercise man...haha...ok den when we were bak...we bridge-d by ther pool side...n unknowingly, fell asleep all tgt...den we missed the sun rise...and when we woke up it was lyke 7 30...haha went for mac breakfast...den bridge-d awhile at mac...and went packing up and check out lo...but after tat, we wwent to food court...to BRIDGE again...haha i really learnt so so much abt bridgeing and really loved tat game more n more...hhaha....those out there who dunno wad bridge is...hehheh...learn ok? its really much better than tai tee...n im sure u guys will love bridge...aniwae...after tat we all went home...
i met daR for lunch at novena and she sent me bak...haha thank u ...=)

lastly thank u AmoS!!! for planning tis chalet!!! im sure everyone enjoyed themselves...thank u once again...=)

hope i made the right decision...really hope yes would change mani tings...

oops

2007-09-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

its really been long since ive been posting...haha...well i guess deres too much stuffs le bah

haha lyke a chalet tat suddenly popped out of no where...den i had to travel up n down frm church to sentosa again n again...juz keep goin sentosa recently la...haha tink i shd get the islander card man...haha...

feel so broke...sian...no money to do aniting at all la...haiz...tml i goin for chalet le...hope everyone wont miss me..haha...later goin seoul garden wth low yam n gang...haha finally...due to my super packed schedule...i cant meet up wth dem...keep postponed n postpone...feel so bad la...haiz...finally managed to go out tgt...juz miss these click...haha

aniwae for the pass few daes i really had alot of time wth her...really treasured these times...it taught me so so much...i guess whatever's happened is part n parcel of a relationship wth a person bah...everywhere i went i had tis company...haha...juz dere for me always...n i really appreciate it...thanks very much...

oh ya...ytd i went out wth jie jie...haha another finally...lol...we hav been trying to arrange wth each other for a long time...before ytd, she was lyke telling me it would be weird la...but in other words jie jie juz wanted to spend time wth me alone...haha so sweet rite...den she wanted to arrange another dae...but since she could make it...i was lyke no no no u r my piority, n i really decided to go out wth her la...den she replied me...ooh i so touched, seriously jie, although it was juz a few words in an sms, it meant alot...thanks jie...n when i read it it melt my heart...hahas...den after we went out n she went bak wth her daddy, she could sence tat smth was lyke wrong la...den she told me tis, if aniting, im juz a phone call away...i was lyke oh man jie jie thank u...n i really wanted to giv her a hug at tat time...really thank God for giving me tis jie jie, i guess the love between us is really hard to express and i really treasure ts buddy of mine...i love u jie...thank u...hugs...=)

a jie jie i love...hahas...look! dun she look lyke an elder sister?!?!?!? haha lol...

hope i made the right decision...really hope yes would change mani tings...

super villians!!!

2007-09-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

hi guys im back from super villians FOT camp...wah super dooper power camp...really let me remember abt my past in deyi as a student leader...really miss those days...haha...cheering cheering, games games, laughter laughter, jokes and more jokes...juz cant wait for foc...haha =P...i miss such camps...

hmm ok...we played loads of ice breaker games...a super cool telematch...super successful night walk...amazing race...blind mice...haha all super cool stuff la...ok i freaked out when it was night walk...haha really cried n frightened badly...good job seniors...haha u go guys! hmm i shant talk abt the game details cos it may giv me away...be it FOC 08/09 or church camp...=P haha...

since the theme is super villians, we had super cool group names...lyke baDman, dee dee, team rocket and lastly VENOM...venom is lyke my group la...n yup venom rocks la...haha...okok, tis shd be all...=) camp was great...i really enjoyed every bit of it...ahhaahah...

transformed!!

2007-09-07T09:27:00.000+08:00

back from transformers...haha transformed...im sure all of us have been transformed in one way or the other...haha i guess im spiritually transformed...lol...great camp, heartfelt worship n superb fellowship...really glad i got to know so many more brothers and sisters in Christ...haha suddenly i love poly life so much...thank God for showing me the purpose of me in poly man...now i finally know...aniwae...speaker was really great...clear message and yup all messages spoke to me...ootayah was a really funny group...haha lydia, jabez, yong soon, luke, mark, shawn, dorcas and me...really crazy and funny...juz the name and u noe we rock...haha...some tribal group...hahas...hmm yup in short camp rocks...hope i'll get photoes soon to upload in my blog...aniwae my angel and mortal were both great...angel is ian and mortal is nic...haha so funny...both sp heads...haha...okok...im done...=) guess im kinda sick...=( oops...

teachers day celebration

2007-09-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

todae, we had teachers dae celebration at park royal hotel...haha...got buffet...n yup yup i ate till full full, fat fat...haiz...fat again...hmm but best ting is dere's sashimi haha my super favourite...yipee!!! haha was lyke eating till siao...super delicious...hmm den got some games and of cos got prize la...den rev Freddy gave us a keychain tingy...so pretty man...i lyke...haha...but i dunno whr to hang sia...haiz...nvm i'll find a place...hmm den we went home le lo...nth much todae la...

ytd i had a more mad dae...lyke wa super pack...morning went for a youth conference with the arch-bishop...den later got ilt...den nite...got rubberband competition...haha they got 3rd...but whatever the result, u guys r already champions in God's eyes...and of cos our eyes...hmm...yup great job guys...im sure u've touched others in one way or the other...hahaz...=) great job 'nerds' lol...

friday, went back to school...i mean deyi...den saw some teachers...den i played captain ball wearing lyke blouse and jeans...without my hair tied...lyke so super crazy n hot la...madness man...but yup my team won...cos crazy cherish was inside...lyke scoring again n again...den i went to meet deaR...spent some time tgt den went home n den go for cell le...haha...funny time at cell...singing 月亮代表我的心 and cheng li de yue guang...den go home le lor...so tired...haiz...tried to maple but...nvm...i ko-ed...with dEar dEaR on the line...tat nite...haha lol...

ok i shd stop here...ciao...

camping week!!

2007-09-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok i got lyke 2 camps coming up in tis week...so i may not be blogging actively...ahaha as usual...

hmm

1st camp is transformers camp...cf camp 3-6 sep...

2nd camp is FOT freshmen orientation training camp...school of built environment camp 8-10 sep...

so yup i hope no one will miss me...wahaha...=P

i'll be back soon

sorry...

2007-08-30T14:01:00.001+08:00

ok in the end i went out ytd...haha yup with deaR deAr...it was lyke 2 plus den i managed to get her to go out wth me...we went bugis n i bought my stuffs...thanks deaR for ur company...i dun even noe if i deserve it...i guess i wont get it again...or rather i shdnt get it animore...dun deserve it...i juz haiz treat u lyke shit la...n i noe i shdnt...but...i dunno i juz take for granted that ure dere always and that yup u shd giv in to me all the time la...

aniwae...yup i am small air and seriously emotional...especially when stuff come out frm u...cos i luv u n all i wan is juz ur attention and more n more of ur love showering on me...i juz didnt expect u to suan me la...mayb i shd learn to take such stuffs as jokes bah...or mayb my mood wasnt tat good le...i dunno...i'll change...but is saying tat now abit too late? it already happen and i noe nth i sae can change aniting...haiz i dunno really dunno...im not angry wth u im juz furious abt my behaviour...n tat i feel im treating u very unfairly...everyone else suan me n dey dun get aniting frm me but u...i juz flare up la...haiz...i dunno im seriously sorry...i dunno wad else can i sae to help...n i'll seriously try to change but i guess saying tis now will nv help le...it already happen i shd juz shuddup n remove myself frm ur life...trying to control u as if im someone impt...trying to interfere in ur stuff lyke as if im ur mother...haiz i dunno...im sorry...super sorry i ruined ur mood and spoilt ur day...dun tink i can be the someone u wan me or need me to be...im juz not fit...sorry...sorry...i noe no matter how mani sorrys i say it wont change aniting...even if u forgive me verbally tis will still be stored in ur mind and yup...it'll never be removed...sorry n sorry n sorry dear...

comments?

2007-08-29T11:46:00.000+08:00

ee er i changed a skin...and yuck i tink its lyke so plain...help . nid coments...or rather i nid a pro blogskin maker...lol...do such ppl exist...haiz i wan a nice skin man...sobx...ani one?? aniwae...i tink tis is so plain...not colourful at all..haiz...mayb i shd juz stick to my colourful skin? i dunno sia...so sian...

bored bored bored

2007-08-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

ok holidae seriously sucks...comeon man i nid some life in tis holidae...mayb simply a job or lyke haiz juz ppl to keep me company thruout...argh!!! everyone is busy wth their stuff no one accompanies me la...its oni the beginning of the holidaes and im rotting badly...seriously tis shd stop man...haiz...

ytd hav been mapling the whole dae...haha yup im bak to mapling...nth else to do so yup train my xbowman till 3rd job bah...so far now is lyke lv 62...haiz still so far...aniwae ya i really spent the whole dae mapling...lyke frm 930am till abt 345 am..hahalol crazy huh? hehheh...deAr dEar had a hard time asking me to go for a shower...lol n the way she did it was lyke super funny la...hmmm mayb not funni...juz so yee suan lo...lol...sweet and yup hmmm cute...hahas...but was quite sian ytd la...stay at home...maple too long oso will sian sia...haiz...no one bring me out...no one wan go out wth me...argh!!!

i wanna get a job man...haiz at least i got more money to spend...haiz...ani job....but pls, no fastfood...haiz...fast food so boring...at least other stuff ba...juz get me a job so tat i can hav some income...haiz...but too bad im lazy to find....so yup im waiting for ani 好心人to find for me...lol...

ok last nite ive been singing tis song...心太软。。。and now im trying to dl it...but wad the heck dun hav la...haiz...so sad sia...ani kind soul...can help me find den send me...pls pls...sobx...todae haiz....woke up at lyke 730 to chiong maple till it patches...so yup...some more cool stuffie coming up...den ya...now patching so im lyke so bored...juz waiting for ecnirpym to wake up...den ya see how lo..mayb we can go out...haiz...im lyke rotting.....help help help.....

all super wordy posts...

2007-08-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

haha i tink i v long nv put pictures in le...

some pictures from the istana day...haha super long ago...but nvm who cares?

haha funny face us...
tis is the main building
"please step off the grass" but oops...
haha we got a picture with nathan himself...hmm can u spot him?
ricky with the guard...=P

lol so and juz some from malacca...

me?
deAr deAr?
us?
haha shuai bahs...(the one in black)
bleah!!!

ok we were bored...
dao? lollipoppers?
deaR deAr in glasses?
me in glasses?
the spiderman key chain we bought...

MALACCA TRIP

2007-08-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

haha yup i juz came back ytd from my malacca trip...ok travelling wth frens totally rocks...but yup its juz different feeling la...japan and malaysia...hahaz...but all in all its really great n super fun...haha...ok let me record it in detail...
but before tis let me tell ya some brief stuffie abt tis trip...ok...is a combined trip with dARCH and dLA students...so yup yup it was lyke abt 80 ppl...2 coaches...den ya deAr dEar went too...so its lyke our first trip tgt...haha...so much joy n hmm love...wahaha...the trip is from 24- 26 aug...but we had to report to school at lyke 715...so i went to dAr daR's place to stay over so tat next dae we can go to school on cab tgt...haha so tats 1 extra nite tgt...lol..so i'll get to the details...

day 1 (24 aug)
we were late for school...we reached at lyke 8...haha...but the bus was late...so yup we didnt miss the bus...otherwise we had to lyke go malacca on our own...hmmm den we went on our journey...n ya no jam in 2nd link so it was a smooth journey...as usuall on coach so we slept n talked and yup juz loved each other more and more...hmmm...sadly deres a prob with my phone or my battery...it went flat lyke so instantly...haiz...sianded...but it may b a good sign...haha can change phone...ok...den we reached some restaurant for lunch and wow all the food was lyke spicy la...deAr dEar dun take spicy stuff so she didnt really eat much...haha den we had the fish eye eating competition...n yup to my surprise DeaR dEar won...n lyke haha she eats fish eye as well lyke so amazing...haha den we continued on our journey to the resort...A FAMOSA resort...den we tai tee-ed, snapped, gym rummied...haha yup juz played wth cards lo...dere was lyke 4 rooms in 1 villa so yup we shared a villa / house with 3 other groups of people...hmm mou mou and syahirah (1 room), mira, yici and shahidah ( 1 room), layong, cheryl and pris ( 1 room) then li feng, dEar DeaR and me ( 1 room) haha so these are my housemates...haha...ok den i was happily checking out the house n normally if u on the air con u would close the door so tats wad i did with my room door n guess wad? it was lyke locked...haha den sadly we tried to break it down otherwies our stuff will b lyke locked in it...haiz...den with all my might i kicked ther door n wow in the tnd got 1 hole in the door...haiz...yup i spoilt the door...haha...but nvm dun worry no one remembered abt it and yup it was lyke left alone...haha...juz another normal hole...den we went for dinner...a buffet dinner and den went bak to lyke sleep le lo..but we didnt sleep till lyke 12 or 1 liddat la...haha...

day 2 (25 aug)
we woke up at 715 supposed to meet at 730...haha late again...nvm den we went for buffet breakfast...haha...eat alot alot...den we were seperated into groups...sobx sobx...haha i was grouped with rolling stone (nazri), mou mou, zhange le, jia ju, venberg and cecilia...den we dressed jia ju up into a gal...for some project runway ting...haha...quite surprising dEar dEar was the model for her group...n yup the usual sissy her...haha...so niang and girly...lol...ltr we went to town for lunch...lunched with jin liu, iman, riz, adam, keat ling, lifeng and dEar dEar...we had pizza...haha yup pizza hut's pizza...lol...den we went to search for an arcade n daR daR was kinda glad we found one...but we didnt get to play...cos we had to gather le...den no choice lo...den we went to the baba and nonya museum...lyke RM6 for admission...hmm it was an amazing place with lotsa cools stuff n yup a cool and different culture the peranakans have...haha...n we did hav a funny guide oso haha monotone and haha lol juz funny la...den we did our assignment dere lo...haha after tat we went shopping and night marketing...i bought some stuff for myself and yup the night market was lyke a pasarmalam...we did bargaining and stuff lo...den we went bak 'home'...we played tis pillow game before we went to bed...it was lyke some mummy daddy n baby game...haha...so stupid...haiz...we went bak n had our packeted dinner at lyke 10 plus 11 liddat...so super late...hmmden i got gastric...so had to rst cant join them swimming n stuff...haiz...sadly...aniwae...den dEaR dEaR was keeping me company...so yup we had a great nite tgt...heehee...we slept at lyke 3 plus 4...den woke up at lyke 715 when we had to gather at 730...haha yup late again...

day 3 (26 aug)
we had breakfast n reflection den we went for the last round of shopping...dAr dAr bought her hp cover and a scorpion earring...haha den we got a spiderman radiator...haha hers is black mine is red...hahas its lyke a pair tingy lo...aniwae...den we had kfc for lunch and went bak to the coach...den slept slept slept...n loved each other even more and treasured the time spent tgt lo...juz hoped time would stop as long as we're tgt...miss the time man...haha...aniwae...we saw a rainbow...haha so pretty...den yup nth much le la...reached singapore at abt 6 plus...haha were quite glad we werent caught at custom...haha=P...some gum...lol...

yup i really enjoy this trip...i loved it so so much...haha...especially under the care of my darlinG...thanks for taking care of me...u did a great job...hugs...=)

an accident witnessed...

2007-08-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

yup i saw an accident ytd...lyke totally the whole ting...it was quite woo..scary...i was waiting for bus n it practically happened infront of me...so frightening sia...haiz...my heart was thumping so badly...haiz...abt 6-7 cars involved sia...haiz not really cars la...ok vehicles...so scary...

den after tis i went to meet daR daR..at north point...yup...den haiz to tink i saw her but she juz walked away...but nvm she was lyke urgent la...as i say...人有三急 so yup...let her relief herself bah...den we went to our favourite area...haha...ok i admit it became my favourite area...the arcade...lol...thanks for telling me abt ur church hopping tingy...i really very happy n touched taat u said tat...n yes...my left hand feels so empty without it...u said it right...

ooh...todae i had meeting den service den yup i homed with jie jie...haiz jie ar...u got tis funny insomnia tingy...better take care n get as much rest as possible la...hope all is well n tat yup tis wont happen so often le bah...

den i went to airport to fetch my mama...haha yay she is bak...haha so happy...=) ok she bought me a nice shirt...ooh...cheap cheap but nice...haha lol...

DeaR, i dunno wad happen but hope u tell me soon n update me ok? please...if its me, all the more u shd let me noe...den i can change or i can solve it for u? tell me n share ok? if u sae im so impt...yup u shd share wth me ok?

yay!! =)

2007-08-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

oops i didnt post abt an important day...=P yup 16 aug was impt...haha all SIXTEENS will be..ani wae...yah we went out but tis time it was a perfect date...really very sweet n ooh...thanks DEar DarLing...haha...=P yes every 16 is a special day to me...but if every 16 i get smth frm u den the real 16th i'll b expecting alot wors...ok? hahas...=P...aniwae...thanks very very much...for everyting...the gift n all...hahas...it was really a wonderful time spent...with u...i really luv it...haha.s....thanks so much...cant wait for the next 16th...=P...

den on 17 i saw smth so shocking wors...deaR deAr wore it...i tot she'll nv wear it...ooh...so touched...it looked sucky actually...den yup cos i did it in a rush...haiz...nxt time i make nice nice de for u ok? sorry deardear...=)...

ok my holidae hav started...haha n im totally bored...looking forward for all the trips and camps and programmes...haiz...ok malacca had better be great...i dun wan waste my money...ok tats all le...today oso nth much...waitin for tml to come...den mama would be bak...yay!!! i miss her...sobx...ok...ciao

day at home...

2007-08-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

ok todae i spent my whole dae at home...but sadly...i didnt clean my room...haha i was trying to understand how to use my com better...so ya...den deaR dEar popped over n yup we had a great time as usual...haha=P...den i was supposed to cook lunch but it turned out to be at lyke 5 pm...lol n the STUPID LUNCH was dredful...hope we dun die of too much salt content in our body...haiz guess i cant cook almost killed my DeaResT..=P aniwae...den we watched saw3 and yup it scared the shit out of me...so yup stupid saw...all 3 episodes were superb la...haiz it rox! haha although its scary but yup it rocks! haha so contradicting...but nvm...aniwae den she had to go...cant hav dinner wth me so yup i had to eat wth my mama n bro but i was lazy to go down so they bought dinner back for me...so im super full now n i had a good dosage of the 9pm show...its lyke the firz time im watching the whole episode...haiz wad a shame man...but it was a great show...n yup now i got nth to do juz blogging lor...

aniwae to all poly peeps out dere...other den architecture students...hahahaha...tml is my last dae of school and yup i hav no more exams at all!! im juz beginning to enjoy myself n even thought its last dae n we hav presentation but i dun seem woried at all...cos its a group ting n i guess we r great at it....so yup dun worry guys! we would do well for our presentation!!!! then we can enjoy our holidae lo...but haiz dredful primer 3 is coming...dunno how i'll die oso...haiz...nvm lets juz celebrate n not tink abt work n enjoy our hoildaes!!! yipee!!! n to those having exams jia you ok? all the way!!!! wahaha

sucky monday!!

2007-08-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok this day totally sucks! although there was much smiles and laughter but i tink it sucks more....

haiz...early in the morning i was so happy that i could be sent to school but in the end cos of stupid game she beacme angry n decided to ignore me the whole morning...then we recovered but in the end i dun tink i got over it...i was juz having the " isit is cannot touch u? ok i wont..sorry" kinda mood...n it totally sucks...then when we go studio we started to chiong reflection...which really sucks cos yup chionging sux...n my mood already kns....even worse...den i tis smart alec decided to sae smth n in the end she walked off...i provoked her again...i juz suck la...cant bring a smile to u...den later she came bak to do the reflection...but was super pissed so got totally no mood to do...den she juz tried to scribble some stuff...later my irritating enemy came and guess wad he made her smile lor...i was lyke totally jealous and dun really feel lyke trying to talk to anione animore...is lyke not fail la...haiz...who am i man?

nvm den we were supposed to go ice skating...den in the end i cant skate again...co she uz dun wanna malu herself...so inthe end we watched disturbia...ok la...quite a nice show...but haiz not as good as i expected...n pls remember tat u owe me a skating outing...im not gonna ask u animore for tis outing cos i really dun wanna get rejected again...its painful...den we went to meet lydia n co.

not really we la...is actually me....but she sent me as usual...den yah...she went bak la..so stupidly...i paid for the 22.90 meal n i was juz aboutto burst into tears...is lyke totally a big bomb lah...haiz...my precious money...haiz...gone gone gone...stupid seoul garden!!!argh!! ok aniwae...tis sucks totally...den yup i ate the usuals and in the end went to khatib to meet Dear...

ok it was supposed to be happy but in the end the stupid sensative and haiz totally culculative idiotic me caused the night to be SHIT!!! haiz...nvm i dunno what the shit is happening between us cos i really dunno how to handle it le...im gonna giv up soon...but i dun wanna end tis...haiz...i dunno i really dunno....totally confused!!!!

some lil updates...

2007-08-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

ok im here to update my blog...hahas...quite a long time huh? =P ok im totally lazy lahs...hahas...mani mani tings happened thru out tis time...hmmm most imptly is tat i went for the firz CF camp in my life...haha the leadership training camp...wow on servant leadership...is lyke hmmm reinforcement....hahaz...really really enforcing leadership in my christian walk....or rather servant leadership...ok so yup we had this few hours overnite camp in np...haha...hmm really happy tat i can go for some poly camp with jie jie even though we r not in the same poly...hahaz...quite a happy night we spent tgt...really did some catching up and crapping...of cos tgt wth the other cf-ers...haha den oso had a great time of bridging and watching bridge...i was trying to do my oc presentation but in the end watching bridge was lyke better...aha so oops i didnt do my work...den we chatted for the whole nite...jie n i were lyke totally awake thru out n yup we had a great time lahs...haha dun u agree jie? aniwae...yup i learnt quite alot n had really lots of fun with the cf-ers...hahas...great camp...aniwae...after tat DeaR dEar came to meet me n yup she sent me home den ya had some time tgt lah...guess w
oh ya...still got smth...before istana...i had a great time...i went for FOP!!! he kinda miss each other so yup meet up lo...althou i was super sleepy but seeing u is totally sweet n different lors...hahaz...its ok...smth oni we understand...ok aniwae...other than tis camp nth else le bah...

mayb my presentation? hahaz quite cool la...i talk abt colour gurads sia....lol...really miss those CG times...hais...sobx...sobx...

aha festival of praise..hahas it was great man...really felt God dere...oh so heart felt n heart warming...dere was delirious? and don moen...super super good worship...really COOL!! i wanna be a history maker!! yay! ok it was lyke super crowded at indoor stadium...n yup bus gang i saw the national stadium again...n i so totally miss it...haiz...=( ok to get back to my FOP story...really glad deaR deAr agreed to go with us...n yup thats how we founded mouster...and i also realised how much deAr deAr enjoyed herself...i guess it'll always be enjoyable when it comes to worship and praising God...yup we both love God...hahas...lets place God in the centre of our lives and yup, really try our best to live our lives the way God wants us to...lets try ok? try to change...hao ma? =X...aniwae FOP rocks!! delirious? rocks too!! haha...

shd be all le bah...i shall not talk abt the present tingy...cos yup its kinda dissappointing...tats y i dun really wanna go for the tingy on monday...haiz...see how bah...cos on one hand its end of sem 1 n i shd be happy but on the other hand...its lyke smth i hav no motivation to do so i dunno if i wanna go lor...haiz...contradicting feelings...n emotions...see how la see how...

istana visit!!

2007-08-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

ok we went to istana open house todae..we basically consists of lydia, ricky, brenda, jie jie, jie jie's jie mei and mei mei...hahaz...

okok...we were lyke some tourists todae la...taking picture wth lyke almost everyting...hahaz...i'll upload the pics soon...so yup...we really had a great time...poor ricky had to pay $1 to get into tis place...he was lyke so pissed la...tinkin of destroying n yup ex******* the whole building...hahaz..jie n i were trying to stop him frm saying such sensative words to prevent trouble...lol...

den when it was finally our turn to hav a spot check on lyke our bodies n bags...den lydia had some problem...SHE GOT A SCISSORS IN HER BAG!! lyke wow! the giraffe de...hmmm aniwae...we saw the president...n yup haha really had fun...but tink i end here...gtg...ciao peeps...

happy bdae mama

2007-08-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

todae is my mama birthdae...so yup happy birthdae mama...lols...

aniwae todae was quite shitty in a sense tat...i cant really get attention of anione...haiz...esp you...but nvm i tink tis is lyke part of everyting? i dunno lahs...haiz...really wanna be there for u...but where were u when i needed u the most?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENGUIN

2007-07-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

SHIFU!!! blessed birthday to u...wahaha hope u enjoyed this day of urs...wahaa...ok la this post dedicated to u...so yup...pls take care n enjoy your poly life...i really miss those sec school daes together...guess u miss it too...but tat dae's gathering was great n yup it was totally enjoyable...lyke laughing n cheering each other up...its been a long time...misses everyone v much...

new primer

2007-07-24T14:02:00.000+08:00

ive got a new primer lo...haiz...got good got bad la...bad ting is...WAD THE HECK ITS ANOTHER PRIMER!!?!?!?!?!? good thing is...its my final primer for tis semester...hahaz...yup kinda sad tat is oni for tis sem...haiz...ok aniwae its some case study...so yup...we're doin on LOOK ARCHITECTS...lol...

ok...sundae we went soccer watching at bishan...den yup i went home wth jie...haha we were quite worried as to whether the bus'll turn or not...lol..in the end it did...hahaz...so yup...had great dinner at home...its still home cook food which appeals to my appetite...haha thanks dad n mum...

den mondae i went to school...lyke ALONE...sobx...lonely im so lonely ive got nobody to call my own...but we had a great dae tgt...hanging out at mac n stuff till lyke it almost closed...wahaha...

todae we goin to celebrate penguin aka shi fu aka advisor aka QUEENA birthday...but yeah...its a surprise...wahaha...lol...okok...so yup we shall see what happens todae...hohoho...fish n co....lol...okok i go liao...decided to blog cos no one talkin to me n its tutorial time so its quite sian...haiz..yup...ok...i go liao...ciao...

~...ecnirpym,ssecnirpruoy...~

catch up at cartel...

2007-07-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

ok tis was a fraud...lyke y we r not blur n oni leelee is blur...ooh...strange...

after we took tis...leelee was lyke aiyo lydia so seductive...wahaha seductive mehs?

ok tis was a nice nice shot...hahas...sweet n cheery...
erm big eyes? ok yup my eyes were small...

tsk tsk tsk...scandalous...

finally i managed to see leelee todae...didnt get to see her since last yr carolling...at least we had a phone to contact each other or else we would lyke miss each other so so so much...ok actually it was jie jie who organised tis time of catching up...so yup thanks jie!...

ok i went to jie's place at abt 545 liddat den both of us chilled n yup...juz did some form of catching up...although it was in the later part of the nite tat we really spoke abt serious stuff...haha...ya so i didnt really manage to talk to jie jie until at nite...so we merely transfered stuffs to each other n ya...i mean songs n movies...here n dere...lol...den we laughed n updated each other on other happenings recently...so yeah...it was a great time spent...actually all the times spent tgt wth jie r happy n great times...lol...

den after waiting for radiant to come bak...we went to 315 bus stop n thankfully it was quite fast...den we went to serangoon garden to meet becky...hahaz...guess all 3 of us were seriously looking forward to tis dae...lyke meetin n goin crazy again...ahahahaz...

ok so we were choosing our food...hmmm nope nope not our food firz...we were choosing our place to eat firs...we went to YY cafe (yuen yang cafe) ya but it was lyke chinese food n our princess leelee doesnt eat tis kinda crusine...so yup we headed to cartel...lol...sat down n yup we oso took lyke 1 min to decided our place to sit...hahas...den we actually wanted to sit at a 2 sitter so tat ya...lydia is too skinny she can lyke squeeze wth one of us or juz sit at the side...hahaz...but we were kind den we sat at a 4 sitter lor...hahahaz...when the menu came...den we took lyke ages yup again a long time to choose wad we wanted...lol...we chose 2 main n 1 desert to share among us 3...heehee...guess we werent full cos of the food but we were filled up by the air we took in...lol...so funny can...hahas...lol...all our craps...n todae got so so mani coincidents...haha we kept tinking n saying the same stuff lyke jie and i...leelee n i...lol so funny can...our craps n jokes...even simple questions lyke "hows ur course?" can be equals to "hows your CROSS?" hahas...haha so funny...we shdve recorded our whole nite tgt...its lyke so great...laughter laughter n more laughter...we missed each other so much...it would b great if we can catch up liddat often...hahaz...kk...really missed u guyz...thanks jie for arranging tis...n yup leelee i really missed you...hugs to both of u...luvs lots sisters...

dun worry becca we will wait for u till u're 21 den u can come bak n join us...hugs...we'll b waiting for PRISON BREAK!

freak crit!!!

2007-07-19T13:42:00.000+08:00

ok this crit tingy really destroyed my mood on the 17 july...haiz...i totally flunked it...it was lyke i hav been pulled down the drain la...michael told me i shd change my idea...den i change lor...it was lyke on thurs den it was lyke oni left 4-5 daes...to chiong everyting out again...i knew i was i ndeep shit! but haiz...i juz went ahead lor...den in the end kena some shitty comments...argh!!! super regret changing my idea sia...if i continued and went ahead with the changes n comments ireceived frm crit everyting would be ok lor...i feel so unfair...its lyke im trying to listen to the lecturer but actually there r so mani other lecturers to go to...lyke argh!!! its lyke my B B B D will become lyke F F F F!!! so haiz...regret regret sia...super furious....sobx sobx...aniwae...its over...i cant do aniting now...but daR daR really really calmed me alot...she really gave me lyke alot of support when i was down...haiz...n ps...i remember wad u sae k...next primer we do it tgt...u promise de hor...dun go bak on ur promise n go to some one else...u noe who im refering to...but ya...u sae we do tgt...oni brenda n yee suan...promise...? okok...aniwae...den after crit we(suan n i) went to meet jie jie, ricky, lian kai n lina to watch harry potter...yup yup thanks daR for agreeing to watch wth us...thank u...hugs...

super bz man!!!

2007-07-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

ok i was actually typing juz now...type finish den post but dendunno where it went...haiz...juz now was lyke 10 plus...den it was my break...now is my another break...so i type some stuff bahs...aniwae..later 4-5 is submission le n im not at all close to done...n im still blogging...haha kill me man...aniwae...im chionging this stupid primer 2...really not fun at all man...phew...almost done wth my model le...

hmmm come to tink of tat i tink i really took up too much time to do tis shitty ting...didnt manage my time properly...haiz...all my precious time...i had to neglect so mani tings...church stuff especially...haiz...if i manage my time properly...it would have been better...haiz...i dun nid to miss survivor n fellowshipping...haiz...not oni my weekends affected...my weekdays oso kena...haiz...cannot go cf...cannot go poly 50 training...cannot spend time wth dEar deaR...haiz...so mani mani tings...most regretful is i can do follow up...dunno how long we nv do follow up le...sorry dear mentor...haiz...

oh ya wednesdae we had poly 50...lol my firz poly 50 n i tink i kinda enjoyed it...but in the beginning i really wasnt in a v good mood...i was the firz runner n i had to sprint 600m for the firz lap...dats alrite...but all i needed was a hug...where were u when i needed u the most? we werent in a v happy mood aniwae...den yup i went away for my firz lap...phew thats 49 laps left...den we took turns to go 200m each...till we completed 50 laps of 600m...it was a relay so yup wasnt tat tiring...esp for the gals...haha but i guess we did well...i dunno our position but i noe we did better den last yr...so yup jia you jia you...cf can make it de...juz wanna thank God for watching over n guiding us through out the race...He kept us free frm injuries n we were able to finish the race safely...thank You Lord...

so yup my break has ended...now back to chionging my primer 2...haha...jia you to all archi students...chiong chiong chiong!!!! gogogogogogogogogogogo !!!!!!!

busy busy busy

2007-07-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since ive been blogging...now im super busy...got a design journal to do...a 1:25 scale model to do...2 A1 boards to photoshop...a 1:50 study model...and my SLEEP to CATCH!!! argh!!! im goin crazy...aniwae...now im juz waiting for daR to wake up den we can go makan n i can go home chiong lo...dunno if i still can make it tml anot...but i really got too much to do...haiz...abit tough n its very stressful...looking at the progress of other i realised that im wasting all my time...doin too mani other tings...maybe cos im juz lazy...hahaz...=P hope tml would b a great dae for everyone...fellowshipping n bonding tgt...seems quite interesting...enjoy guys!!! primer 2 is really tiring...i cant really get any rest...so little time to chiong so much...i dunno if i can tahan not sleeping for tonite, sat n sun...den i hav all the time i nid...seems so hard to do...this primer...wah...if tis continues i dunno if i can take it anot...=( help help...

2007-07-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

jie...u are a great confidant...im so glad i can go to u when i need you...i really wanna thank God for ur presence and that us being able to be part of each other's life is juz lifechanging...u being there to accept me n luv me for who i am really makes me wanna treasure u n luv u always...thank you for accepting me for who i am n for not changing ur attitude towards me...ur listening ear and adviseful words are really sweet and will surely be cherished...thanks jie...

daR i really mean those words i wrote to you...really treasure this deaRest buddy of mine...an always loved friend and im sure the love for u is increasing daily...=) our arguments our tamtrums thorwn or shown to each other are juz trials for eachother...im getting to noe u better n to love u more-er...appreciate the tings u do for me and the times u spent with me...love you n love u ALWAYS

brenda~adnerb

2007-07-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

wah...wad a tiring day man...wake up at lyke 7 plus chiong to church for the solo tingy...haiz aniwae it didnt go well so...yup dun ask me abt it...aniwae...den we sold sandwiches...n yeah youth month la...some fund raising for the NET ministry...hohoho...thank God for the fellowship n bonding...pray that we would grow spiritually tgt n closer to the Lord...=)i wanna be lyke Gideon...a strong warrior...be lyke david...a man after God's heart...i want to have my heart transformed in Christ...i wanna remove these idols in my life...

ok abt ytd...i took loads n loads of photos for this dae...but nvm i 'll post it on another dae..cos it was 070707 so much memories lah...ok in the morn i went out wth my family...haha...most impt ting is i bought my second pet..haha 2 teripins...so cute...1 call flip 1 call flap...ahahaha cos dey keep flapping their flippers ard...so yeah...flip n flap...den at nite i went for art fiesta wth jie jie ...the band did a great job...mnd was dissappointing at firz but we were shocked at their syf item...dey did well too...other den band n mnd...other cca's haiz quite erm...boring la...but over all well done...good job guyz!

goin bak to deyi...seeing so mani familiar faces...comparing wth sp now...its lyke...haiz...nvm...boring n saddening sp...dunno y i end up dere...my oni motivation is you...u noe who...so dun giv up...cos if u do...i wont noe how to continue...but im doin it for God's glory...so yeah...im in this place for a purpose n i noe it...

brenda~adnerb

2007-07-07T02:13:00.001+08:00

hmmm went for cell ytd(few hrs ago) learned tis new song called ai he deng qi miao...yup a new chinese christian song...its quite sweet noe...hehe i lyke it...n guess wad im some soloist lah...aiyo...dunno how anxious i'll be...argh...=/...1st time solo...1st time solo den got a chinese song le...quite hmmm an experience...=( aniwae...todae's cell we celebrated wen ting's birthdae...had delicious cake n i finally managed to try the queue up long long doughnut le...wah really very nice sia...=( ok i sound quite sua ku...so yup...

other then cell i was at school...den went for transformers wth daR daR...yup...details will b in our blog la...but yup i enjoyed tis dae...
juz tat...do u noe how to luv me? i dunno wad u really want...im sorry but u hav to teach me wad to sae to u n how to make u smile...bringing u bak to normal is so hard...all i can do ive done...i dun wanna giv up but u really are makin me giv up...haiz...tell me wad to do...i luv u i dun wan u away frm me...
kk so yupp...tats the end for todae...can refer to our blog for more stuff bah...=)

brenda~adnerb

2007-07-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm...blends well? cool shirt n cool slide...kinda deprived of childhood...lol...went to 'play' at the playground lols...how do i look...?

new new arh...

2007-07-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

hey hey its me and my brand new blogg...hope the posts that i make in this blog about my life will be entertaining and enjoyable...enjoy this blog...ciao...=)