freak crit!!!

ok this crit tingy really destroyed my mood on the 17 july...haiz...i totally flunked it...it was lyke i hav been pulled down the drain la...michael told me i shd change my idea...den i change lor...it was lyke on thurs den it was lyke oni left 4-5 daes...to chiong everyting out again...i knew i was i ndeep shit! but haiz...i juz went ahead lor...den in the end kena some shitty comments...argh!!! super regret changing my idea sia...if i continued and went ahead with the changes n comments ireceived frm crit everyting would be ok lor...i feel so unfair...its lyke im trying to listen to the lecturer but actually there r so mani other lecturers to go to...lyke argh!!! its lyke my B B B D will become lyke F F F F!!! so haiz...regret regret sia...super furious....sobx sobx...aniwae...its over...i cant do aniting now...but daR daR really really calmed me alot...she really gave me lyke alot of support when i was down...haiz...n ps...i remember wad u sae k...next primer we do it tgt...u promise de hor...dun go bak on ur promise n go to some one else...u noe who im refering to...but ya...u sae we do tgt...oni brenda n yee suan...promise...? okok...aniwae...den after crit we(suan n i) went to meet jie jie, ricky, lian kai n lina to watch harry potter...yup yup thanks daR for agreeing to watch wth us...thank u...hugs...