juggling...

wah...i got alot of stuff to juggle wth sia...really quite taxing...haiz y did i wanna get involved wth so mani stuff...church involvement is already alot, now still got cf....den school work...ARGH!!! help me oh God...help...really so stressful...den oso got BE stuff...wah! im lyke super woman sia...chiong ar!!! i can do it de...haiz i guess its really up to me to manage my time properly bah...is lyke so tough....haiz...nid help but oso dunno who can help me in which area...den suddenly no more physical activities...so weird...i wanna find a physical activity but i really scared i got no time to be committed to tis activity, but i really nid a physical activity, im growing fatter n lazier...tats not good at all...haiz...i wan my physical self bak, i wanna b involved in alot alot of sports n games....but its so hard...help...haiz...maple is a game but i juz sit dere n exercise my fingers, nth else...lyke so miserable la...i nid a sport...haiz...=(....help....

hope i made the right decision...really hope yes would change mani tings...